This is about running. I'm sure of it. I think I understand more than I did, I'm certain I missed all the clues. I think I've worked alot of my troubles out now, and I think I'm truly at peace.
Okay, so in English the other day, Liam moaned at me for not updating my blog so much. He thinks he's SO special, that he wants a post about him. However, I told him he'd have to share a spot in my dedication blog to all the awesome new people I've met at Exeter College!
Havanah, Mia, Bryony, Charlette & Dan Awesome times in French of course! Having to put up with distractions all the time. Le Moissoneuse Batteuse is undeniably amazing!
Molly My first friend of Exeter College! I accidentlied the boat! :D
Alex, Drew, Oli, David and the awesomeness that is my tutor group... I'm so lucky to know you all!
Liam Amazing English lessons! What would I ever do without my pet Liam?
Ruaidhri Why do I know you? Well, blame that on Havanah! You never did get those adoption papers, did you? You won't own the right to my laugh otherwise!
Emily A psychopath and a love triangle in Spanish, good, good times!
Nadhila My Classics and Jiu Jitsu buddy! Awesomeness!
Rebecca S Good times at Jiu Jitsu... I like it on top! :D
Molly C, Maryam, Holly, Kat and all the random people I've met... I don't know you very well, but thankyou for being my friend!
Well, I was minding my own business, getting up to the bad things I do on Facebook, when I realised, I'm not going to be able to keep all this up. Not my blog I mean. I figured, that, every word of mine's being watched, being judged. THAT'S ALL YOU EVER DO. Now listen, I realise you've probably seen this, but what the hell. I'm sorry. Doesn't mean much, but I see now, karma is a bitch. I need to do nothing. I see you may play peek-a-boo on this blog, follow me, like I search for you. Read carefully, just ponder for a while. I've done all I can, but NOW I GIVE UP. I was standing outside the station on Thursday morning, when I thought, 'this is just going to turn into a blood feud'. No. I stop, you stop? Fair play? I'm pissed, yes, but you must understand. I STILL HURT. Actually, you probably wouldn't. I've tried. God knows, I've tried it all.
I'm not gonna lie. The past week or so has been awkward.
Well, I ended up coming out to my tutor on the first week. Now I feel slightly awkward about tutorials. However, she just seems to like the fact I'm open about everything. Great. I'm just so relieved that's over and done with. It got even more awkward when she asked if I'd considered going on the Student Union as some LGBTA person. As if I'd have the confidence for that!
On the bus home during the first week, I heard some lady saying bad things about where I used to work. She said the café offered hippy things such as runes and tarot. I just turned round and said "My mum does that!", which of course, she does. The lady looked at me all shocked, and a bit stunned. I simply felt awkward for the rest of the journey home!
Wednesday 28th at Jiu Jitsu. Well, after finding out I hadn't got a place on Sign Language, I went to Jiu Jitsu. There's several people there I just about know now. For most of this session, I kept going with this girl who's studying sports. As she didn't have a gee like me, I felt very awkward about putting my hands places. I kept gripping too high for me, just because I didn't want to grip her boobs.
Thursday 29th was incredibly awkward. I don't really want to go into that right now. I'm very embarrassed and disappointed still!
Then, today, I kind of said my friend was cute with some guy, and made a total arse of myself, as she isn't interested in him. I just stood there laughing like a right twat!
Was a week ago, I just couldn't be bothered to publish it really. Well. Tamsin had a sleepover for her 17th birthday, which was on the 19th September. There was me, Tasha, Elisha, Naomi, Molly C, and of course, Tamsin! Jess came to the fair, and watched the carnival, but didn't stay round. Well, the carnival was pretty much the same as in Seaton, and the fair was so incredibly crap it was unbelievable! However, we had a good time! The funniest bit was the actual sleepover though: MIKE FEENEY!!! Ahhh, good times! :D
Hello! I'm eighteen, I live in England, and I'm a vegetarian. No matter how hard I try, my life never seems to run smoothly! My life consists mainly of college, languages and music, and I want to be a translator for the United Nations. It's my dream to live in a city called Espoo, in the south of Finland. I've finally got my education back on the right track. Hopefully it'll be third time lucky, yes?