Sheep Sex!

I forgot I had Chemistry! I couldn't focus, so, urmm, SHEEP!

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Вся Моя Любовь

Around the frame it says:
Can you still see? The heart of me? All my agony fades away, when you hold me in your embrace. Don't tear me down, for all I need, make my heart a better place, give me something I can believe. Don't tear me down, you've opened the door now, don't let it close..

All I Need - Within Temptation

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It's Pain I'm Learning...

Everything's so awkward at the moment. I'm not seeing Rebecca anymore, and I don't like it. I love her, but if I say that now, it'll shove another load of awkwardness on top. I would've waited, I would've been patient, honest. I don't know what I'm supposed to say to her: I want to hate her so much, but I don't want to hurt her. I don't regret what's happened, but there's a part of me that wishes I'd never met her. I can't compete though, not anymore. Plus, there's like a county's distance between us. It's not surprising this has happened, but why did she have to lead me into such a perfect perfect dream? I know life isn't perfect, I exist. It never will be perfect, never, but she's all I wanted. And I just let her go without a fight... I have no idea what to do. The thought of her was keeping me going at school, and now I feel like I'm returning to the old me. This means I won't get to kiss her again. This means life seems pointless. I don't want to find anyone else. This is such a horrible feeling, and it probably now comes under the title 'unrequited love'. I don't want to give up, no, I don't want to let go. But being good friends is horrible- and I don't want to lose her, I don't want to hate her...

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Sidmouth Det.'s First Standard

8th November 2010

Bit late I know, but I only just found a picture! Because of my Grandad, Sidmouth Detachment has received its first standard ever! The Keith Owen Trust and the Royal British Legion thought we were a good cause, and helped buy it for us!
Read about it:
http://www.acompanyacf.co.uk/index.php/news/159-sidmouth-detachment-standard-presentation

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Love Hearts Make Me Cry...

I was given a pack of love hearts today from Mrs H in inclusions today, and when I pulled out three that make me smile in a sad way. Well actually, it made me cry.

It's not fair, why, oh why?

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And Everything's Over...

Don't ask. I'm depressed. Life's not fair.

Everything's Gone Now

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Psycho's A Lance-Jack!

Monday 15th November 2010
I got promoted to Lance-Corporal! Look at my shiny stripe!

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Guardian Of Epilepsy: Michaela

I had a free period. I was bored. My guardian of love, Epona, was stolen. Well, I don't really know why I did this, but thinking about it, it gets quite a bit of concern out of my system. Perhaps not answered, but I feel a lot better! Curiosity killed the cat, so I reckon, I'll draw instead of being curious. The snakes around her? I based it on the international medical symbol.

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A Drawing Of Me & Rebecca ♥

Maths bores me. I drew a picture. It's a shame it's on squared paper, and it looks like I'm touching her boob, but actually, I'm rather fond of it!

Up the side, it reads:
And I owe everything to this girl: she is my whole life. I really wish I could see her more often, as it hurts to be away from her. I love her. She doesn't judge me over my decisions, or how I look, and will give me advice when I need guiding: She maybe my girlfriend, but she's also my BEST friend.

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