Work Experience!

12th-16th July 2010

I couldn't work down at Sidmouth International School for the week, so I ended up in the Foreign Languages department at school! It was actualy great fun, but because the Year 7s were in the Rhineland, the Year 8s were in Paris and the other Year 10s were on work experience, there wasn't really much to do. Many of the lessons were either in the IT suites, or watching films. I don't really care though, because I got to do up a couple of the display boards! I hate having to fill out my little Work Experience Book, as I don't really understand it. On Thursday, i was supposed to be helping out with St Nick's (The local Junior school's) Sports Day, but it was cancelled because of all this horrible, rainy weather we've been getting. Considering I was supposed to be helping out in the languages department, I ended up helping with a Geography lesson, a cooking lesson for local Year 5s, and a Music lesson. Meh. Well, as long as I was being a help around school, I don't really mind, but that isn't really the point. Does anyone at my age actually care about these weird 'Trade Union' things? All the stupid questions in my booklet that I was supposed to fill out are really bugging me! I mean, I had to interview an employee, which I did do in the end, and my employer, which I never got to do. I don't even know which teacher was supposed to be looking after me! Plus, nobody got back to me about how many people the school employs! Well, the week was a little boring, and the only thing I learnt is that I never want to work with children or teenagers.

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Amaranth!

Well, I'm not the sort of person that is obsessed with plants, actually, gardening really doesn't excite me (Or cooking for that matter). Anyway, a couple of months ago, I got into the band 'Nightwish'. Well, I sat on YouTube looking up some of their songs, and found a peculiar one called Amaranth. it's basically about an undiscovered, ever-lasting flower I think. Well, it just happened to get my mind thinking about things, and about Rebecca, again. Amaranth, Amaranth, Amaranth. So completely perfect, as with all of my memories of her. When I went to look it up, I found the most amazing plant: It's edible, it's a weed, and it's a dye (E123).

The genus of Amaranth is Amaranthus. There are over 60 species. Over the world, it is considered as a vegetable, and as a cereal. Some species are considered to be weeds. The name 'Amaranth' is from Greek origin, from the word 'Amarantos' (Αμάρανθος or Αμάραντος), meaning 'the one that doesn't wither' or 'the never fading'. There are a few varieties of Amaranth that are often used as 'ornamental'. Amaranth has also been used in many poems, often to represent immortality.

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Disturbia - Rihanna

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My Playlist

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Love, Lust & Snow White

I hadn't realised quite how much I really miss Rebecca until a week ago. Yes, I've been lonely, but I honestly didn't realise how much I miss her. It's two weeks until Summer Camp 2010, and a year since I first met her, and already she means the world to me. I would give up anything and everything just for another moment with her. I wish she didn't live a distance away: I wish it wasn't so hard to see her. I also wish her parents knew about us. The only problem is, I'm not entirely sure where I stand with her.

But...I don't care. I just want her.

For the first time last night, I read the story of Snow White, and now I understand what she means. There's just something so perfect about that story. I may not have the skin as pale as snow, the lips as red as blood OR the ebony hair, but there is some, minute, resemblence between me and Snow White. The sad thing is, if Rebecca was to offer me a poisoned apple, I'd never be able to resist!

I have a feeling that this Summer Camp, I won't be able to resist her, I long for her: and crazy thoughts of lust and love just keep running through my mind. I've waited for a year, and for her, I'd wait forever, for another moment with her. I don't even know how I'm drawn in like this: I've barely spent any time with her, but I know that I want her. I can barely concentrate on anything, as my head just becomes filled with memories of her. I don't know what to do, or what to say, and CHRIST this is scaring the shit out of me.

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